hello, visitors.. as you read my personal disclosures about poverty, being dehumanized in it, forced to live in slumlord homes, because of it.. and on top of that my inability to use traditional medicines, and having to rely on medpot, and can’t always have it, because it comes down to: food, or medicine? clothes, or medicine? and then i’m sure i don’t have to mention all the turmoil, and anxieties’ those worries cause me, but then there’s the severe health issues: brain tumor survivor, lipoma tumor survivor(with complications), 2nd blocked kidney operation, almost dying.. and the fight to survive in a world, designing itself, to allow me to live, and die in this way.. because i got chronic ill, injured, suffer complications form surgeries, and childhood rheumatoid arthritis, pre-mature osteoperosis, glaucoms, arthritis, 2 bad shoulders, 2 bad elbows, 2 bad wrists, a bad foot, a bad knee, a bad hip„ a dead stomach.. and well, it’s all to let you know.. these things are not of my control; what is in my country’s control, and humanity’s control, is lessen my suffering, restore humane dignity, end poverty, hold slumlords accountable for the human diseases, suffering caused by dangerous living conditions.
you need to know.. i’m not whining ‘per se’ but showing you, dear reader.. why i’m on the system. I have a clean record, educated, no addictions, and it’s hard to accept the fact, we humans, value human life.. so little, as to make humans suffer. i’m trying to show you, the declination of the body from no healthy food, or it’s a feast, then famine diet.. the mental, emotional anguish of being dehumanized, exterminated.. for not reason other than i’m vulnerable, and useless to this unforgiving world.. i hope you can read between the lines, at the lessons i’m trying to show you.. don’t look at me.. look at the world, look at the government, greed, destruction of human lives, for getting old, and chronic ill.. because it’s getting worse for me, and i fear that tomorrow, old ladies will be living on the streets in bulk groups..